Organized ^{C H A O S}
Welcome to Organized Chaos, a blog with all of my random, dumb, pointless thoughts. Here you can get the satisfaction that maybe your life is 100% better. I named it "Organized Chaos" because it pretty much explains my life. Nothing is in order, but it always seems to organize itself into something workable. Also, I tend to get angry easily, so expect a lot of rants! :3


^{A B O U T} Me
Alright, so what do you want to know about me? Well my first name is Keenan. Irish Gaelic for little ancient one, a young ruler. I'm offically 19 years of age, which in Canada or atleast in my province is legal drinking age. WOOT. I know, not really the exciting. I don't really get mad at anyone, in fact, only one of my friends has ever seen me mad and refuses to let me be mad again. So it must be bad, but I don't remember it. Weird? See I get even, no made or sad, I make people suffer ten times worse if not more. K, so remember that :3 ! I work at VD coding website layouts, and sometimes I design layouts myself, though they don't compare to those ladies at VD. I also can't keep a girlfriend for very long. Longest = 8 months, shortest = 6 hours. Pretty sweet eh?


To ^{D O}
• Study for Everything
• Watch American Idol
• Go to sleep
• Shower
• Re-do LS Network
• Eat


^{W E B} SITES
[main] • LS Network
[forum] • Virgin Designs Forum
[danni] • Dannik
[music] • DMR


QUOTE ^{A T I O N}
"The reason we exist is because we believe in our own existence, but does that mean that because we cannot see other life, that it doesn't exist. For that matter what is to say we don't exist at all?"
             -Anthropic Principle


^{W H I S P E R E D} SONGS
Those little scars your soul gets over the years of your life may never heal, but sometimes those scars make us who we are. So maybe it's a good thing they are always with us...


LAYOUT ^{I N F O}
Okay so this layout was made maybe a couple months ago for someone else, but then its not in my life anymore so I decided to change it a little and use it for. I used multiple brushes, majority that I lost after formatting, but my favourite would be the butterfly on in the background, also lost. The title was made using a font, cutting it out of the black rectangle and then erase brushing the hell out of it.

The layout itself features Kira and Lacus (my favourite gundam see couple). It fits me perfectly because, their love isn't really there so much as a spot to fill the void left by those they have lost. Makes me feel warm and fuzzy. Not.


^{C U R R E N T} DESKTOP

What I Need To Hear

music: Happy Feet - Boogie Wonderland
mood: Little Irritated

This is what I want someone that loves me to say to me, something along these lines, its just nice to be told no matter what that they will be there for me, through darkness or light, better or worse, they won't back down... Too much to ask?

"I’ll follow you
No matter how bitter it is, even within the darkness of the world
Surely, you’re shining
I’ll overcome the limit of the future
So that my soul won’t be destroyed due to my weaknesses
my ways will overlap
Now, God bless us two…

I’m ready
Even in a dark future
I’ll become strong and my destiny just might be changeable
Even though I want to fulfill my wish
God knows everything…"

Keenan whispered on 04.28.07
@ 12:41 AM PST [No Love]

EEEKK!

music: Rick Astley - Never Going to Give You Up
mood: Tired Kinda?

Well I have probably my second hardest test tomorrow that I have ever had. Organic Chemistry. EW! What the hell is up with that? To tell you the truth I actually enjoy doing it now for some strange reason, making things from my knowledge and there is more than one way to do it, some not so right, makes it so much more fun! I'm actually suprised at myself for thinking that. I like chemistry! Maybe I will take more! Who knows, I think I will be re-doing Organic Chem next year, I want a better mark in it.

Keenan whispered on 04.24.07
@ 03:15 AM PST [No Love]

Guitar Hero must save the world

music: Iron Maiden - The Trooper
mood: Interested

First off, I fucking LOVE THIS SONG! I played it on Guitar Hero 2 the other night and even though I suck at the game, I still had fun, I actually didn't mind losing.

Second, someone post a comment without a name, but since he/she used pretty I think I'm going to assume Kazha since it was her and Kevin that really only knew about the other blog to begin with. SO HELLO! Haven't talked to you in a while. Heard your moving in with Adrian soon, pretty exciting eh?

Nothing too exciting is happening in my life. One more final to go and I'm done another year of school. And you know what? I still have no fucking clue what I want to do with myself. Though if I got into the nursing program, I would be really happy.

Rough relationship times, broke up, somewhat together, don't know what I really want. A little sad/heart broken at the same time. Not getting into the jist of it, but were still talking and hanging out. Le sigh... Thas it so far.

Keenan whispered on 04.22.07
@ 08:39 PM PST [4 shattered pieces]

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